QUESTION MEME

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Ok you know what I'm like 4,000 comments overdue and picking up steam again, AND I want to ramble, so here you go. Give me questions, watch me attempt to answer, also watch me attempt to like. Actually put a bunch of useful info in here in a hideous mess of disorganization because I realized despite talking about the general Warum story nonstop since 2010 that doesn't mean people who I haven't played with before will magically know what a glorious clusterfuck Lilith's life is :')

edit: QUESTIONS FOR SNAKE ALSO ENCOURAGED since I think the one major thing I was trying to keep a secret both ICly and OOCly for her has dropped :V

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LILITH'S LIFE IS PAIN PART 2: the suckening

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OK ONTO DEAD GIRLFRIEND with a brief pitstop in dead grandmother

so Lilith ran away from home and was a feral child in the woods for a while. accidentally killed a little girl who she spotted falling into a river, got shot by the girl's dad and berserked for the first time to rip him apart, SUFFERING, ETC. Eventually she got closer to society and was caught stealing out of the garden of an elderly old woman who took one look at her and was like "get in here, I'm giving you a bath and then feeding you and we'll figure out what to do after that." That turned into longer-term adoption and Lilith-taming— this is the main reason Lilith's actually got like. a strong sense of morals and manners etc, because it was all but beaten into her by someone with the same temperament as Professor McGonogall. Unfortunately she got spotted by the neighbors while she was weeding the garden, the cops were called, and Lilith berserked again out of fear when they started playing good cop/bad cop with her grandmother and accidentally killed them all.

This resulted in Lilith running away again (after setting the nosy neighbors' house on fire), this time to the city, where she basically spent a year picking fights, solidifying her hatred of humans, and trying really hard to find a way to kill herself that would actually stick. (This is where the scenario in her aspect game came from, by the way; she did at one point try to drown herself, but it turns out she doesn't actually need to breathe. She's still phobic of deeper water, though, because she was too heavy to swim and was stuck under there choking on water for like a full day.) This lasted up until she picked the wrong fight with the wrong person (entirely on purpose) and got shot through the chest, destroying her heart. ...which against her hopes/expectations still didn't kill her. This basically became despair event horizon number one, as she decided she must not be allowed to die because that would be getting out of her punishment for living. (#lilithlogic)

Anyway, because even if she was still technically alive getting her heard destroyed left her a physical wreck, she ended up having to give up on pride enough to get food etc, which is how she met Miku at a local soup kitchen. Miku, being a good girl with both a deeply caring streak and also a radar for tsunderes who needed pushing around took one look at Lilith and decided that clearly this was a person who needed her to bully the hell out of them. LILITH WAS OF COURSE NEGATIVE INTERESTED but Miku persisted, and persisted, and persisted basically until Lilith forgot she was supposed to be trying to drive her away and they accidentally settled comfortably into old married couple bickering. This was around when she received her first name from Miku— "Eve."

Miku eventually convinced her to move in and let herself be taken care of at least a little in exchange for becoming a housewife and giving her someone to hash out homework with (Miku being a theology student.) This worked pretty well for about six months or so; over that period, they fell in love, although Eve was too oblivious to notice either her own feelings or Miku's significantly less subtle flirting and attempts at dates.

Eventually, on Miku's birthday, Miku went all in and confessed— prompting Eve to realize that her feelings were the same. They embraced, and Eve was too overwhelmed with happiness and her own starvation for touch to realize how much she wanted to hold on was far too tightly— and so Miku was crushed to death.

A LARGE AMOUNT OF GRIEVING AND OVERALL FEELINGS APOCALYPSE LATER, Eve—who discarded that name out of feelings of unworthiness and at that time refused to take another—decided that with nothing left to live for and no way to die, the only thing left to do was take revenge on the one who was ultimately responsible for how much pain she was in and how much death she had caused: her mother. There had been news releases rumoring of a "Kagamine's monster" back around when she'd originally run away, so that led her back to Lenka, where she hid long enough to find out about her sister and put together her final plan for revenge. She would wait until Lenka successfully put together a heart for Rin— and then she'd put it to use by torturing her to death while Lenka watched, before turning Lenka into a monster like herself.

Of course, before that plan came fully to fruition the local Yakuza and other criminal activity in the shitty part of town she'd been living in decided she'd meddled too much and had her hunted down and brutally executed, causing her to wake up on the riverbank in the Forest.

...SORRY THAT ENDED UP BASICALLY BEING A CANON SUMMARY INSTEAD OF CHARACTER SUMMARIES I JUST. PARTIALLY WANTED TO PUT ALL THAT IN HERE AS GENERAL INFO ANYWAY and you sort of unlocked the floodgates. lemme know if you want to know more about them as characters, although I will fully warn I've kept all of them kind of open to interpretation (aside from Lenka) in the ever-eternal hope I will get someone to play them long-term with me.